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I haven't written in a long time. There just isn't much to write about in America.
Today I wrote up a 11 and got on here and did nothing until my mom got home and then she came with my to town to get some gas. Then we went to the Library and got somebooks. I am so proud of her! She is finall library-ing it up! Then we came home and went to wabash to wally world and wendys. I found jeans for 3 bucks and I looked at laptops :) I am excited to get one of those!
Tomorrow I am going out with Nathan <3 I am excited because we didnt get to hang out today lol not that we havent hung out every other day the past week or so! I am super excited for Friday! First Lyn and I are going to the beach and then we are going to give blood at the Circus Building and then we are going to hang out. Hopefully we can get ahold of the Noah Face. Nathan has a LAN party with all of his friends which is good because he doesnt get to hang out with them all a whole lot and boy does he like his lan partys :) I love my boyfriend <3 Mom totally amazed me today!! I was looking at a picture that he posted on his blog and she came in and looked at it and she was like PRINT IT OUT! IT WILL BE LIKE YOU TWO WENT TO PROM TOGETHER! ILL FINALLY GET TO REPLACE THE ONE OF YOU AND JONNY FROM THE WEDDING. I was like oh my god :O in shock.
I was on the internet earlier and I was talking to Isabell and my dad walked by the room and I told him I was ready to back to go Sweden and he looked at me like i was retarded and said Im sorry. My mom said if I went back to Sweden Id be paying for it. lol Of course I am not going back so soon and whenI do Lyn is totally coming with me but I really want to go back. I dont think you people understand how much I miss Sofia. I dont even understand how much I miss Sofia. I finally understand how Amanda felt only she probably felt 10 times worse with Cindyla and Juju and Lizard all leaving inthe same year... Its like it just hit me or something. When we got back I was so ready to be back here because I missed everything a whole lot and then I went to camp and then I came home and I got back into everything and then it was like a big train ran into my head and I finally realized that I am not going to see her in a long long time. I actually have gas in my car most of the time... sounds like a good thing right? Not really because that means im not driving across the world to pick her up. I cant just call her up or text her when something funny happens or if I need someone to talk to its like log into facebook and write a messege and then get one back like 4 days later. It sucks so bad :( and I am almost positive I am starting to annoy people with my sofia this sofia that stuff.
ughhh how painful.
its past midnight no so i guess I will go crash for the night. Love you mucho peace out and alveiderseign lol back spelling but whatevs.